| love insane baby and so are we too..... |
[Apr. 12th, 2005|11:30 am] |
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| |  could he but love me..? | ] |
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| | my chemicail romance- cemetary drive | ] |
so yeah i'm mad but happy and sad and blah......paolo saw me looking kinda down this morining and spoke in funny voices and smiled till i did too......he's such a sweetie he makes me feel all happy inside i hope he asks me out.......i wouldn't ever be sad agin.....not with him wich is crazy cause he's not my type physicaly at all hes tall dark-skined has medum length hair brown eyes facail hair....but somehow he'es the most beautiful creature i've ever seen *sigh* i feel all warm....
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| waiting for you to hear my song..... |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|08:08 pm] |
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so nothing much happened over break me and beth hung out alot and i got my nose peirced (by a really hot guy ^___^) its a little spike its sexy so brittany came back from france wich is cool cause i misseeded her and while we were in portland i got a really sexy shirt at torrid its polka dot and black and green yaaaaaaay and so yeah i found out i actualy get a bio in the program for sugar so i wrote it........llauren you should call me i wanna hang with you! we could be verry good friends......and yeah i dunno FLOATER ON MAY 13TH!!!!!
ROB!!
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| Why don't you know that you are my mind.... |
[Mar. 22nd, 2005|12:15 pm] |
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| |  No more HM....Who am I kidding | ] |
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| | Fear factory- Bite the hand that bleeds | ] |
I dunno I stayed up till midnight watching beth play HM it was fun I guess I really want to leave my fucking house Anyways I got my cell-phone it just has to be activated its tiny too fits perfectly in my clevage anyways yeah i dunno i'll update when my life is interesting
love,smacks on the ass and kinky sex to all my bitches
R |
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| Hey you,see me, pictures crazy, all the world i've seen before me passing by..... |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|11:56 am] |
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| | i'm so silly.......hehe | ] |
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| | System of a down-deer dance | ] |
so yeah nothing much i'm getting a cell soon(finaly) and an eyore faceplate thing its cute! anyways so i didn't get to go to NY for break oh well i get to have beth over all week its fun shes at work till 4 though so i'm bored i've been playing harvest moon since 9 am.........fun oh well i dunno hopefuly when i go to portland my daddy will get me a cute outfit for easter cause i told my mom i wouldn't go to church with her unless i looked nice and presentable god i've become such a chick lately wheres the man in me that goes to nice dinners in ripped jeans and band shirts.......i think hes on break since i've been trying to impress paolo and dressing more femmi i should stop its strange that i want to go buy a dress......oh well
bye bitches!love ya'll
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| hehehheheheheeh^________________________________________^ |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|11:27 am] |
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| |  I want more peaunut butter! | ] |
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| | I want fun factory! | ] |
ok so I found out he doesn't have a GF YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY and then i came into class today and titto and greg were all like "oh good your here paolo was screaming when you weren't" and i giggled hehehe then he came over and asked me how i was and we smiled at eachother for like 2 minuites and he said something and shook his head i think he said either "you" or "your cute" i dunno though anyways yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy*explodes and dies*
love,kinky sex to all my bitches!
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| saddness bitterness....flows through me like water till i learn to freeze my heart |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|08:56 am] |
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| |  A-POH! | ] |
so yeah i think paolo has a gf.......yeah over it.....anyways i'm sad cause burtney is leaving today to go to france.......i'm gonna misses her shes my fav sis....so yeah tonight were doing a full run through of sugar and I have to stay and watch it'll be interesting considering I've only seen the acts separate yeah....I get to read my poem today wich is cool if he makes me sensor it not so cool but hell i hope the like it I know alot of people who do already oh yeah and ummm.....i just forgot anyways love you guys call me over spring break if your free cause i'm stuck here and yeah i want out of the house
love kinky sex and smacks on the ass to all you sexy bitches!
Rissa |
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| let he amoung us without sin................. |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|06:14 pm] |
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| | come and get me paolo | ] |
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| | Manson- Coma white | ] |
so their is actualy something new in my life i'm running the light board for sugar *aplause yaaaay* and i'm absolutely head over heels in love with a guy from my 1st period class he talks to me and not to mention hes the most beautiful creature on earth he even moves his chair next to mine omg if he asked me out.....i think i'd make happy all over this chair right now.......he plays the guitar his favorite song to play is sweet dreams......he wants to listen to floater.........he wears cons.......hes peruvian.....and his accent makes me all jelloish inside......i made a promise to beth that i would get his number before the end of the year....new BF? ehehhe i hope to hell yes!
love kisses kinky sex and smacks on the ass
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| bored........hell no one reads this shit anyways |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|10:41 am] |
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| |  hugs kisses and love...ha yeah | ] |
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| | Him- beautiful | ] |
"Heartache Every Moment"
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so warm
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment with you
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| scars....... |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|10:21 am] |
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| | sick and i want a hug | ] |
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| | Him- heartache every moment | ] |
anyways I bet your all really tired of my shit so.......yeah...i dunno its all good i guess anyways happy B-day to adaam! hes gay and 18! yaaaaaaaay.....thats about it i guess besides that i'm sick but what else is new.............brittany got damon yaaay brittany! |
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| i'm sad bored sick and lonely so on with the quizes |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|10:36 am] |
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You Are a Visionary Soul |
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul
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Cocktail
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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You are the bad boy / girl of your school. You
have little faith in yourself and usually find
escape in some sort of addicting substance or
yourself. You would rather torture others
above anything else. You regularly skip
school and when you go, always tend to ditch a
certain class. Some classmates can fear you
while others pity you...and your family. (No
offense) Your cruel behavior and abject
personality tends to single you out from the
crowd...and you prefer life this way at times.
However, lonliness can rear its ugly head and
force you seek a way to silence it. But be
warned, your path is dangerous... but only a
strong person can walk this road. Some
ideal occupations for you can be a Police
officer, Celebrity (who doesn't love the
badasses?), Wrestler, Polotician, or some sort
of leader. Either way, your destined to be
known by many.
What type of teenager are you?
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You like the ones that understand you.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^
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| call it aftermath........ |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|09:56 am] |
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| | ................floater pit.. | ] |
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| | Floater- Out of sight | ] |
I dunno I'm home sick and it sucks cause yeah ......i'm sick.....and home I hate my house I really do its just no fun to be anywhere anymore its just odd like do you ever get the feeling your not in your own head and then you think whenever someone says your name "I wonder who that is?" am I just losing it? or has someone else actualy felt like that. I'm begining not to trust anyone and I'm always so tired.....i'm faling into my dark place again except now i dont have the love that saved me once before yeah I'm dating but i feel nothing and I thought long and hard about it and I came to the conclusion that its not the person its my own inabilaty(as it seems) to love people then more as a friend...can I love anymore? I keep asking myself so many questions..and I can't answear them I can't think of why I can't open myself like I used to am I just afraid of what will happen? what they might do what I might do am I afraid to truly fall in love?
"something that inspires me"
In my dreams I always see you their
Standing right by my side
Just like you always did
But then I wake and my dreams are gone
I'm cold and alone again
So much solitude
So many faces I've come to know
So why I ask my mirror
Are you so alone?
In your mind you paint
Beautiful things
So why ask me
I'm not your heart
I'm your reflection
The outside they all
Look past why not ask your heart
These things?
Are you afraid of what
It may say?
You know it can't lie
You know it can't hurt you!
It's your heart so why hide?
So I close my eyes look inside
And ask my heart why
No response, not a sound
Just the pulse that keeps me alive
Empty?
Should I begin to cry?
Should I mourn my hearts neglect?
Its lack of life
I feel the pain well insde
The sadness that seems to drive me
And I hear one word uttered softly
Lost......
Feels like I'm going down agin
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| I am jacks smiricking revenge..... |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|12:06 am] |
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| | .....overheating | ] |
so i'm pissed not going into detail lost freinds people i dont trust as much and i'm overheating so its all good maybe going to the store.....a walk would be pleasent
sometimes i want to destroy the world
other times i just want to cry
then i just mosh my pain away
showing all my teeth to be like you
R |
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| yaaaaaay pet! |
[Feb. 12th, 2005|04:35 pm] |
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| |  sort of awake anyways | ] |
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| | i miss glyph | ] |
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| so if u haven't figured out who this is yet.....its riss |
[Feb. 12th, 2005|03:38 pm] |
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| |  yaaaa new lj! | ] |
Float On by Modest Mouse |
"Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans"
Laid back and real, people appreciated you for you are in 2004.
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